For those of you that know and have battled with depression, anxiety and panic attacks know that returning to society is hard and can be intimidating. This is the battle I am facing right now in life. I feel like there are folks pointing at me and saying things that make me feel like they think I am to touchy, too emotional. Maybe I am but this is part of the battle that I feel like I am facing. Today is the 2nd Sunday I went to church. I am missed the friendships but not the feeling that folks are looking at me and judging me without knowing my whole story. Please for those folks that know me and want to know, just ask. I would rather you ask than just assume things.  These are things that I thought I over came but still they seem to sneek up on me, and now is that time. Please be patient with me and remember that the folks that are the first encouragement are the first that will need it most when hard times like this strike them down. This is where I am at. Just some thoughts I needed to get out there.