Yesterday was interesting. Aj had a doctors appointment to see how to find out why he 'spazes' and if this is alright. I was asking him questions as to why he brought it up that its not right. Turns out kids are starting to tease and laugh at him. Now I am glad that we are going to investigate them. The doctor wants Aj to have an EEG and an MRI. How do you explain what they are and what they will tell the doctor so I think I did alright, he seems happy with what I told him. I told him its to show the doctor that the differant parts of his brain is talking nice to other parts of the brain. These most likely won't happen till next month as January is all about Evey right now. Only one kid per month please.

I hit me this morning that we have to start prepping Evey in ONE week from tomorrow. I'm getting really nervous about it and I hope that she will be alright. I am nervous as to how she will handle the liquid diet on next Sunday. I talked to a nurse about the prepping and if she can bring a friend with. Friend meaning a stuffed animal friend. With that conversation and tossing out ideas and concerns I feel a little better, but I know I will feel better once this is all over and done with. Evey is I think getting a bit nervous about it. She talked to our neighbor and shared it with her. She has come to Jim and I with questions and concerns and I told her to leave the worrying up to Mommy and Daddy and all she has to do is show up to go to sleep. She seemed to exept it and I could see a weight lifted when I told her this. I hope she sticks to it and it really helps. All this week she has been going to the nurses office at school saying she is feeling week and as soon as she gets something in her tummy shes good. So I wondering what is that all about. Whats really going on in there. If there is something going on is it causing her to use what she eats so quickly. I can not wait to get some answers. I just hope its the answers that I want to hear. My fear is that she not only is having polyps from Jims FAP but that its worse than what Jim was at her age and that its turned into cancer and that we have to put her through chemo and radiation.

I know God has a plan for us in all of this for some reason. I know he doesn't give us more than what we can handle but I feel like I am starting to reach my limits here. Anyway more on whats what later, maybe tomorrow.

Thank you for your prayers!